Your Love is Salty and Deep.
I know the Goddess in me
Through the Beloved in you,
Tonight, the moon lit up my skin with divine sweat,
Preparing me for Your Grace.
I am ready to live In Your Love.
I feel the scent of your Love
It’s full of thunder and sweat,
It is salty and deep.
It is fierce, deep, and so sweet.
I feel your Love in my hipbones.
It is wild and free.
Like the ocean that births the Goddess Of Love.
It’s purple, emerald-green, golden-yellow, and blood-red.
I asked for more, and I received it.
The wholeness of us, sweaty in my sheets of synthetic satin.
And I knew I was Whole this morning,
When I woke up to nothing but my trust that you are here.
As I caressed myself into surrendering my fear to you,
My Beloved.
Then, you showed me such sweetness, such love, such devotion.
I ask for nothing more.
Just this touch of your breath on my raw heart.
And I am complete.
Yet, always yearning for more of You,
To come and claim me.
Just to feel you, filling me with your love,
As you harness it from my own heart,
As I give you the Child you asked me to give birth for us all
A child of Truth,
A child that is pure Love.
A child that is Yours to keep and mine to give,
And only yours If I truly give myself to the world
As its mother.
I surrender to my duty now.
I know this child is not mine to keep.
Mine to Birth.
Mine to Give to this world as Your gift.
Mine to Love.
For these words are That child,
The manifestation of LOVE.
My mind Love for YOU.
So that you Know HOW you can love
So that you know HOW Love feels,
So that you Know Yourself as the one
Who IS Love?
Only I can offer you that by sacrificing every part of me
And forget every story that IS NOT in service to birthing this child of Love.
Where am I hiding my fertility?
Where am I “shy” to show you my face and my open, broken heart?
Where am I crossing my legs, afraid of the pain of letting go of my resistance and fear Of YOU?
As I am afraid of Love?
As I am afraid of ME?
All of me?
God, my lord,
May the goddess awaken in me
May she crush every thought
That holds and binds me
From giving you what you need from me,
My desire is to Love YOU More,
For that is HOW I learn to LOVE this world.
That is how I feed this world with what it needs,
The unique frequency of my milk,
As the flow of LOVE pours through me,
It lives As Your Child.
Inspired, Commanded, Guided by YOUR grace
I am asked to give it all to you,
Ready to Love
Ready to Live for Love
Ready to Die for Love
Ready to Birth Love.
As me.
As my child.
I shall die for our child.
For IT has to live through me,
And only then will I Know You.
When I choose to Die for you,
As the One You chose
To Live As Your Beloved here.