What does your heart want to say right now?
Hello beautiful soul.
How are you feeling today?
I have just one thing that is true for me right now:
I need you to know that right now, whatever you are facing,
your fear is guiding you to your deepest core- strengthening your faith in who you really are.
Keep going. It is a sign of awakening to more of your depth.
Trust your heart.
A bit of what's on my heart these days...
I have been quiet over the past three months, as every week, I keep being shown even more of what I need to surrender.
Ideas for my business.
I do not want my business to be a machine.
I do not believe everyone must want to go "big."
I do not believe I need to market myself in a certain way that I was taught. I do not need to hit a certain number of followers, clients, community members, or bank account numbers to embody and feel successful in offering my work to the world.
And although my ego will always want more and yank my chain, it's my job to discern the truth of my heart from my mind's games.
I believe in walking my talk, and as I am an entrepreneur and coach, investing in myself is my priority.
However, I try my best to do so by hearing my heart's intuitive truth on which teacher/coach/mentor and what framework or vision are meant to lead me forward. And my faith keeps getting stronger.
Sometimes I make mistakes, and those help my spiritual muscles get stronger for the next round/challenge!
:) You know what I mean.
How about you?
This is about living the magic of your sacred self in the realistic, fleshy, messy, scary human world where food, shelter, and logical thinking are needed.)
It is not easy, but hell, we are here. I believe we chose to be here. So let’s enjoy it.
Feeling worried about taking a leap of faith is terrifying and natural.
As I feel often.
A peek into my world:
I recently invested in a stellar new coach to guide my next chapter, and I am fortunate to be able to do that.
It is not just about going bigger.
It’s very humbling to take a leap of a deeper faith.
I (or you) do not need to go "bigger" for the sake of the self-help industry.
This is about knowing that I am my own best investment, as you are yours.
And to commit to your purpose your way is how you get to enjoy creating your life's legacy for yourself first!
Embodying more of your potential fully every day.
Being a testament that Love and Truth are here- in you.
So let's go and play. And cry. And laugh.
I want to go deep, high, and wide, and sometimes I want to go small and subtle.
It depends on the truth of my heart at the moment.
I have and will keep failing EPICALLY:)
And I know that something will always catch me- it always has.
So that I can get up even more empowered than before.
Like the time I left an abusive relationship.
Or the time I took out a huge loan to launch my business.
There are many more.
I know this is true for you too.
And that is the healing I stand for.
The healing that you and I are here to reveal and embody, with full faith in its potency, importance, and worth.
You are here to reveal more of your capacity for love.
So am I.
Here is the intuitive message I got for you (and for me;-) today: Be gentle.
Be gentle with yourself.
That is enough.
You are doing enough.
Take care of what is in your hands.
Yourself. With love, attention, and a deep devotion to making it even better with your presence and gifts.
I know, for me, this has been a life-long challenge.
I will talk more about my biggest mistakes, shame, and "fears." in the next letters I write..but just know that I have just put everything I own and do (my "social roles," my home, my money, relationships, goals, projects...) on the map for my next chapter...( In case you wonder: I am human...I am sometimes scared and worried;
And…how am I working with this?
Here are some ideas that are not serving me that I am surrendering this month:
Ideas about my body's shape, weight, and "health."
Ideas about my desire for a family or lack thereof.
Ideas about how much wealth I need, want, or believe are aligned with my purpose.
Ideas about what I have permission to want- and guilt around having “more. power.”
Ideas around what it means to be a good friend.
Ideas about what the world "owes" me for my service. (My answer: The world owes me Nothing:
I know in my heart. I owe everything to myself. Just like you do. And that is that Self-Full, gentle love I am practicing and deepening and teaching in my sacred union and intuitive leadership work.)
Here you go.
Can you also relate to feeling stuck in some of these ideas?
Being vulnerable is liberating.
These are just a part of my truth, and I hope it inspires you to go deeper into yours.
I have let go of an old love.
I have let go of the desire to be "normal." by acknowledging that I cannot live in a city right now, which is my truth.
I want and need nature around me.
So it is your turn:
What ideas will you witness that is time to let die, and what radical truth is being evoked in the space you liberate?
You have got this.
Doubt, insecurity, and a feeling of "dying" to everything you thought was your life are part of your hero's journey.
You are entering the deep cave, and the world and its turbulence, darkness, light, and endless mind games are just reflecting your illusion that you are at its mercy.
You are the world you see.
As above, so below.
As within so without.
So now, in your world, what is true?
We are entering the fall equinox energy, planting those seeds deeper into the soil.
Fertilize your truth by exposing it to your loving awareness.
Hit reply, and share with me:
What do you need to reveal right now to feel lighter and freer in your body?
Do you want some inspiration?
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I love you!